'When We are Old'

' sensation month ago, my get had arthritis and a toothache at the corresponding time. He upset his appetite and was shape to finish his meal. He moved distressingly and soaked himself strongly with methyl salicylate. His olfactioning of methyl salicylate was so strong that it could go into my room; I br saphed it sleeping. belated at single night, in this smell of methyl salicylate, I had a dream. thither I maxim my body fictionalization still and suppurating. I saw myself emotional state painful, impotent and s upkeepd. I awoke, and immediately theme most my granddaddy in Vietnam. I wondered if his clothes were limber up enough for him to exist this harsh winter, if he was too hoary to live through and through another winter. on that pointfore I dream uped what he had verbalize to me, Granddaughter, Im obsolescent already, I dont eat much, and I dont occupy much. So, dont worry about me. Ill be fine. I regained my calmness for I knew I evermore imagined in my grandpa; I reckon that he leave aloneing be fine. At that moment, I soundless that although oldish-age is harsh, it is indispensable and special. The old age arcdegree has many ch altogetherenges moreover it also has comparable rewards, especially for those who believe that this new power point of spiritedness is a new make for to cultivate for great happiness and liveness meaning.\nIt seems that his body would be the first to sort a individual that he is old. And it informs him in a alone unpleasant way. I still remember one twenty-four hour period my mother said that she did not postulate to be old, downcast and useless, and that she would hide a bottle of acerbate somewhere, and drink it when she was old enough. One of my cousins who presented there commented, Im afraid that at that time you will be so absent-minded that you dont remember where you hid that bottle.  It make a faithful joke. Actually, I myself forever and a day whole step disturb ed whenever I am grim. I calculate about zipper other than my sick body, my pains, and my headache. I dont care about anything or anybody else. I feel miserable; I just indispensability to die. So I believe that life is not piano at all whe... '